Goodbye 2009,

Hello 2010. Overall, 2009 was pretty one of the best years I've had in a long time. Sure there were plenty of bad memories, when isn't there? But honestly, the good memories definitely made up for it. There were bittersweet moments, but I haven't felt that happy in such a long time. Summer was by far the best part of 2009. It was the most carefree and happy summer I've had in awhile, not to mention one of the longest. I've met so many people in 2009 that will forever change my life. Winter break was pretty amazing also. I went to my first real rock concert for PacTour with Saosin headlining! I really do hope 2010 will be even better.

Tuesday: Missed Anthony's dinner because I told Matt I would go bowling at AMF, and I didn't want to flake out last minute. It was fun, hadn't bowled in awhile, and boy do I suck. But I don't know, I was in a weird mood. It was nice seeing the few people I knew, ha. But...I just felt like I didn't belong. They all had like they're own little thing together and I was just like the outsider. Katelin, Alana, and Sam all have they're own thing and with Joe and Darin. I barely talk to Alana and Sam now, and I talk to Justin and Matt, but even that's inconsistent also. Left with Rachael, Arei, and Bradley after one game. They didn't really seem to want to be there also. Went to Patrick's bowling thing at Brunswick in Moval, haha. It was nice to seem them also. I told Itzel everything that's happened since we last talked. Went home before midnight because I had my behind the wheel the next morning.
Wednesday: Woke up at 8 and couldn't fall back asleep, had my test at 10:15. Woo, I passed. I'm only like 2 and a half years late...haha. Matt called and asked why I left, surprised he remembered...Went out with Norman and Itzel around 6ish and just got Coldstone cupcakes and looked around in Borders. Talked on the phone with Jennifer until like 4:30 in the morning, haha. I love that girl so much<3
Thursday: I wasn't sure if I should spend New Years with my family as I do every year or go to a party with Matt and Justin, or Tim's birthday party. In the end, I decided to spend it with my family. I love them, forever and a day.
Friday: Went back down to OC for my grandma's birthday and then aunt's house for January birthdays. Food is yummyyyy. Watched Sexdrive with the cousins, haha so funny, and then played around with Anthony's new camera. I can't wait until I get myself one!

I've got a brand new attitude and I'm going to wear it tonight...