A Whirlwind

It's been a month, and I don't know why I still think about it. I wonder what goes on through your head. I can't seem to figure it out, and I wish I could read your head. You'll talk to me indirectly for like 3 weeks, and then out of the blue you'll chat with me telling me that you're 90 percent sure you'll be transferring Long Beach, and that you want to apply to UCI also. And then you'll tell me that you miss our movie nights? What do you want me to say? How am I supposed to react to that? What makes our movie nights so different, because I know you're still having them, but with her. Whatever, you left as easily as you came in. I have better things to focus on and worry about. You're wasting up my time.

I'm like mentally exhausted. I went 4 straight weeks of midterms- one each week-then a week off, which flew by so quickly it didn't even feel like one, and now back to another two- one this morning, another next Monday, and a quiz Tuesday. I can't wait for Thanksgiving break so I can just rest. Unfortunately, I'll be back to studying because of finals. I feel so much better and productive since giving up facebook, I love it. Work first, play later.